12.32am

it's been a long day for me. i come back home from college at 1300 and i started studying. yeah, i had to prepare for my trials. it's like next week? so little time left! but i already make some precautions. :p i already told my parents that i won't be doing well in my trials, BUT it does not mean that i won't be doing well for my finals! :) so yeah. at least, i can be not so stress! however, the thought of me 'sitting in the exam hall, staring at the paper, thinking, i know i know this, i've see this before! but i just can't remember!!' frustrates me!! i really don't wanna be the only one who does not know anything, or sleeping throughout the whole few hours. hence, i still did my preparations. hmmm. i was so exhausted. honestly, i am. but i just couldn't help myself from the desire of looking back to the old pictures we tooked.

thank god i took all the pictures! there are like precious treasures to me!! each and every one of them, from month by month...it builds up who i am. :) i love to go through every photo and think back to the used to be situation when the photo was taken. all of you people were so reluctant!! but thank god i was stubborn enough! :p haha! and of course, you guys loved me enough for letting it to go the way i want it to be...;) muacx. trust me, each time i look back at the photos, i can't stop myself from smiling. it is truly good memories for me. really, all of them. :) from the first time i went bar with you guys, till xen's depart, and then chun, then kok, of course in between with you people's birthday and the trips we had. awww, how i wish i could turn back time! i miss every one!! like the old everyone!!

i still wanna complain and whine to you guys about every single thing that happen to me every single day...i still wanna be majna by you guys, be your bestest best girl friend that no one can replace, the one who you share things with, the one who could still hear all your 'guys' talk, (but my 'girl's talk' with my girls should be remain unknown to you guys. :p) ...i still wanna have lunch with you guys, causing trouble around the school (although i'm not the one)..just seeing you guys every single day! but just seeing you guys, make me happy!! :) really!! all of you people's smiel enlightens me! BUT some of yours stupid attitude upsets me too. :( but that's what makes it good right? :) bitter and sweeet, bitter sweet memories. .. .. .. .. . ..

hmmm, i wonder what could i do now? what else can i do?
take care every of my loved ones, please stay in touch with me. and REMEMBER, if i don't find you, it NEVER EVER means i've forgotten you, it's just i'm either too busy or i'm waiting for you to come to me.. .. .. i'm a girl! okay? xD haha.

keep me updated!~;)

love you people so so so effing much!! :) muacx.


p.s// oh and hamo, if you happen to read this blog, two questions:
- when is the OPI package valid till?
- can we go redang instead? please? economy is under recession..i don't wanna waste so much of my parent's cash. please and thank you. :)

love, cong.