thinking of you.

yesterday was a bad night, real bad one. guess i never thought that i'm so stupid, so foolish to actually believe one, or i should say two guy. why would i even care what they say!? ugh! for that, i hate myself...so much. because, i've hurt someone by listening and actually caring for what the two guys said...

to that guy i'd hurt, i'm so very sorry. :( i just thought it was the right thing to do. to be honest with you. but i guess, sometimes it's just wrong to do so, ain't it? well, it's over now. :) thank god! how's everyone? seriously. i felt so out of touch with you guys...i don't want this! i miss all of you guys. bvut how am i suppose to keep in touch with so many of you people? i'm sorry if sometimes, i don't pick up the phone...you know me. ;p i always tend to left my mobile in the room. sometimes, even sin can't find me. so, if you need me call my house phone okay? :) well, if you don't know my house number, hmmm, call me and let me know? i don't think it's very nice to put it up here, right? :D

well, well, well...i hurt my finger today!! my nails got tear off while i was searching for my keys in my bag! ouch!! it hurts so bad! i can see my inner flesh now. ugh! disgusting!! this weekend i had, is superb boring. -.-" daddy is not here. that's why. he went to china, again -.-" for leisure. sometimes, i joke around with him, asking, whether does he has a 2nd wife over there? o.o lol! hmmm, i'm currently in love with this song, thinking of you, by katy perry. i don't know why, but everytime when i listen to it, i'll tear myself. o.o especially when i think of what sin had done for me. hmmm. weird.

im currently doing nothing, except for waiting yongmeng's reply. yeah. my primary six so-called-boyfriend, yongmeng. don't ask me why! it just happen that i was talking to my mummy about him, and that is when i decided to text him. :p haha! by the way,

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regre
tHow I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

oh! and i find this model girl super hot!! her name is ANGELABABY, you know? seriously! i like her! :) or i should say i envy her. but you see, it's kinda different of her. i'll show you the before and after photo of her okay? :)

before.

after. (1)

after.(2)

you tell me now? huge difference? but i really like her...

love, cong.