Monday, January 5, 2009

A whole new world.

Time flies, and here i am, in IMU- International Medical University.

i once doubt myself, do i fit? what kind of thing i am looking for in my life, sad enough to say, i did not find my path.
i just go the way whatever i feel.
but this time, i feel lonely.

no more tbs-rians that i can find during break,
no more a levels,
no more sam,

no more nearby nap that i use to take,
here i am,
all alone.
seeing the time table, i only have a thought. i want to skip..
i depend on people way too much, i know.
but i dont like the feeling of being alone.
in fact, i hate it, i am scared of it.

i see people coming in with their classmates, their friends..
but where is mind?
i dont have one close friend that is with me..
i am all alone now.
what am i suppose to do?

i start disliking it.
from 8 to 6.
imagine how tiring it is.
save me.

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