I'm back

I'm back to blog here.. This blog had been neglected since May 2009 and all of us have our own blog. This blog is 2 years old. I stopped blogging on march 2009..

So I shall update those months I've missed out?

April:


I attend Help college after the stoning month on jan til march. That 3 month is my most most most happening months. I've lost myself. Lost my direction. I actually forget my aim in life. =( So I used this 3 month to think what I want. People been around for me. counsel me. advice me. stand for me. Some support me. Some just kept quiet. some don't even have a clue. I cried. I lock myself in the room. for the first time. I thought of something that NEVER came across in my mind- commit suicide. But DUH! I hate commit suicide. so I never do it.. well those are beginning of 2009. Now we are talking bout april eh. everything is slightly better during april..I knew my college people pretty nice peoples. April.?! hmm. Kok left us. he came back. =) he left without telling me. Yes I still remember that and you always laughed at that.. Callie and chris came back from UK as well. That month. I ate super many yummy food! =D

May:


I did something very very very good that month. I participate the relay for life. to support cancer survivor. I cried that time. I missed grampa so much! =) for the first time. I did baking with my college mates. Jocelyn and Susan. =) we did hell lots of it. it was super! Dur ing this month. I've been hanging out with callie and chris alot. They stayed in my house! =D 1 of my application got rejected

June:

A not so happy month. I receive a news that I'm leaving my beloved 166 house! =( qian's birthday. =) Kwan kit came back. Hang out with him alot!=) my house is a big messed! all bubble wrap. yea. =( leaving my full of 8 years memories house! Kai came back during this month. as usual, he always got his way to surprise me! =D June is a best month where all beloved people are allowed to come back form evil-kangaroo-land. Kendrick wanted to surprise me but failed.. but did met him too.. LOL.. my another application got rejected..

July:


A happy month for the loke family! =) My aunt got married. =D she look so pretty! also a month that MJ lefted the world. This is the month where I officially move out of sierramas! I love my house! =( A month for my 1st sem finals. =) doing not bad.. =) went to genting with my college mates. and HOLIDAY HERE I COME! bye house!

August:


MY BEST DAMN HOLIDAY!!! I worked in starbucks!!! =D SUPER COOL!! work in my fav cafe.. Got to know many people as well. My major 2 new friends: Tay and Justin. =D Super nice people!! =D Enjoy my holiday to the max.. and time flies!! =S Had some problems as well. This is one of the best month. why?! cause I never emo.. =) I'm glad..

September:
now!=) after my holiday.. New sem started.. stressful!! 2nd week of sem. I went to singapore.. and fell in love with Harold, a ralph lauren shoe! =D

There goes my half yr.. =)

true friends are like diamond-precious and rare.. I like this line alot!!!


love,
momoko

:D

i have my own blog now!! but doesn't mean this blog is dead...i guess...hmmm!! muacx.

anyway, http://atzc.blogspot.com


:D
love, cong.

this blog is so not dead, but yet, in a way it is...

hmmm, everyone has their own blog now. three out of four has their own blog, so what's the point of this one? o.0

can i made it my blog instead? well, actually, my life is fine now.

i got my trials result! AAC. so yeah, quite satisfied with it.

kok came back, and "stuffs" happen. but it's alll over now, thank god!!

he bought us rock candy and my estee lauder turbo lash!! gosh! it's so pretty! thanks kok! ;D

by now, he's already in the plane or reached? hmmm, we celebrated his birthday for him at ss2 wong kok. i had a great time! :)

love, cong.

complaints.

yeap! i'm here to make complaints!! :(



firstly, some stupid malay biker point middle finger at me when i was being so nice to stop at the junction to let him pass first!! i guess, he was startled by my car as i was driving quite fast. but i wanted to stop, intentionally okay? stupid idiot!! he spoiled my mood for the day...



second, later that day, just right after i got myself into a better mood, my sister called, WHILE I WAS DRIVING, to ask about my maid ( hmmm, this will be discuss later on), and then guess what? the police caught me! i was stop...and he told me i broke the rules of listening to phone calls while driving. i was practically shivering...i didn't know what to do..so i lied. -.-" i said, my maid ranaway, stole my cash, and my brother is alone at home now! there's nothing i can do except to call my mummy! i'm just only 18, what else can i do? my voice sounded like i was crying..well, almost going to, indeed. :p so he said, 'jangan nangis lah..tak apa. pergi lah!' i said sorry and head off.



third, my maid! gosh! she's a nightmare!! well, summary, she stole my mummy's cash, my daddy's US dollar, my can food!! for that stupid guard who she had sex with, saying that she only wanted to have fun but no intention to last long with him...gosh! she even called him 'budak'! she's 38 and then guard? 20+? my god!! i read this letter she wrote to him, it's god damn cheesy-weezy!!! saying stuffs like, i miss you so much but i can't show it to you, every night i sacrifise my bed time to wait for you, but you always let me down, maybe the GOD doesn't want us to be together bla bla bla... she even brought him in our HOUSE once, and they fcuk at her room!!! how disgusting it that? i need to clean the whole room with dettol!! she even admitted that she had done this before, in the empty house which is next to mine! she also say, she had been a widow for too long, she TAK BOLEH TAHAN!!!

-.-" maids....grrr. now i have to work...all those chores....with my finals so near. i really don't know what to do. :(

by the way, HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!:)


love, cong.

what is LOVE ?

a zillion times of I LOVE YOU !
hell lots of time, money, memory,


but

easily end up with just a few words.

i can't remember when was the last time i blog . and i dont even know how to do a proper blogging now . !
anyway i just got back from Japan. I'm total falling in love with the food there. It is so delicious and my mouth is watering from the smell of all these delicious food . as well as the weather there. 18 degree is just a perfect temperature

I ate :

fugu sashimi !



crab sashimi !

beef shabu shabu !

spider king crab !
fugu beer !

ramen !
japan's bbq !

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i wanna stay there longer.

AND

my father was smart enough to rent a full furnish apartment so that we can feel like home over there !


but i hate Disneyland .you will need to line up for 3 bloody hours to get up to a less than 3 minutes ride !

and i saw this.

12.32am

it's been a long day for me. i come back home from college at 1300 and i started studying. yeah, i had to prepare for my trials. it's like next week? so little time left! but i already make some precautions. :p i already told my parents that i won't be doing well in my trials, BUT it does not mean that i won't be doing well for my finals! :) so yeah. at least, i can be not so stress! however, the thought of me 'sitting in the exam hall, staring at the paper, thinking, i know i know this, i've see this before! but i just can't remember!!' frustrates me!! i really don't wanna be the only one who does not know anything, or sleeping throughout the whole few hours. hence, i still did my preparations. hmmm. i was so exhausted. honestly, i am. but i just couldn't help myself from the desire of looking back to the old pictures we tooked.

thank god i took all the pictures! there are like precious treasures to me!! each and every one of them, from month by month...it builds up who i am. :) i love to go through every photo and think back to the used to be situation when the photo was taken. all of you people were so reluctant!! but thank god i was stubborn enough! :p haha! and of course, you guys loved me enough for letting it to go the way i want it to be...;) muacx. trust me, each time i look back at the photos, i can't stop myself from smiling. it is truly good memories for me. really, all of them. :) from the first time i went bar with you guys, till xen's depart, and then chun, then kok, of course in between with you people's birthday and the trips we had. awww, how i wish i could turn back time! i miss every one!! like the old everyone!!

i still wanna complain and whine to you guys about every single thing that happen to me every single day...i still wanna be majna by you guys, be your bestest best girl friend that no one can replace, the one who you share things with, the one who could still hear all your 'guys' talk, (but my 'girl's talk' with my girls should be remain unknown to you guys. :p) ...i still wanna have lunch with you guys, causing trouble around the school (although i'm not the one)..just seeing you guys every single day! but just seeing you guys, make me happy!! :) really!! all of you people's smiel enlightens me! BUT some of yours stupid attitude upsets me too. :( but that's what makes it good right? :) bitter and sweeet, bitter sweet memories. .. .. .. .. . ..

hmmm, i wonder what could i do now? what else can i do?
take care every of my loved ones, please stay in touch with me. and REMEMBER, if i don't find you, it NEVER EVER means i've forgotten you, it's just i'm either too busy or i'm waiting for you to come to me.. .. .. i'm a girl! okay? xD haha.

keep me updated!~;)

love you people so so so effing much!! :) muacx.


p.s// oh and hamo, if you happen to read this blog, two questions:
- when is the OPI package valid till?
- can we go redang instead? please? economy is under recession..i don't wanna waste so much of my parent's cash. please and thank you. :)

love, cong.